[Production notes High Fidelity, studio quality song. Chorus has haunting vocals with an emotional sing/rap delivery. Verses have rap vocals with a moderately fast sing/rap, emotional delivery. Bridge starts quiet, builds up into chorus] [Intro *rain* Spoken] Yo, it’s been a minute, but it’s all the same, You left me shattered, yeah, you played your game. Thought I’d heal, thought I’d find my peace, But I’m caught in this storm, and it won’t release. [Verse 1] You left me broken, couldn’t pick up the parts, You tore me down, yeah, ripped out my heart. I met someone, and he’s real, he’s fine, But your ghost is a poison locked in my mind. I told myself I’d never feel this way, But he came in and shook me awake. I try to love him, try to let him in, But the cracks you left keep me down again. [Chorus Melodic, harmonized layers with Sorrowful background vocals] I’m switchin’ lanes, but I’m still lost (so lost), He’s right here, but I’m payin’ the cost (payin the cost). You left me cold, now I’m hurting him too (dont wanna hurt you). He’s saving me, and I fuckin hate you (demon is loose). His love’s a gift, but it feels like a fight, I’m chasin’ every day (cuz Im CURSED), can’t sleep at night (this DEMON gonna fight). [Verse 2 Raw, emotional Vocal delivery] He’s got a smile that cuts through the pain, But I see his hurt when I push him away. He says I’m his light, hes my calm in the storm, But I feel like a shadow, broken and worn. You left me cold, now I’m burnin inside, Tryna hold his hand, but I’m gripped by pride. He’s givin’ me love, and I’m givin’ him doubt, Your name’s in my head, and I can’t get it out. [Bridge Stripped vocals at the start. Emotional intensity ramps up going into final chorus, with piano and a steady drum beat] I wish I could tell him he’s enough, But these scars you left make it too tough. He’s patient wit me, while I fall apart, Got my body, but cant find my heart. What’s a man to do when he’s drownin in blame? Switchin’ lanes, but it don’t feel the same. He’s a light in the dark, and I’m fadin to black, You put a curse on my soul, now the demons are back. [Chorus Final full emotional release, catchy hook, melancholic vocals] I’m switchin’ lanes, but I’m still lost, He’s right here, but I’m payin’ the cost. You left me cold, now I’m hurtin him too, He’s saving me, and I fuckin hate you! His love’s a gift, but it feels like a fight, I’m chasin’ every day, can’t sleep at night. [Outro Fading piano and synths, apologetic vocals, fading vocal delivery] So here I am, caught in between, A love so real, and a past so obscene. I wanna let go, but I don’t know how, Switchin’ lanes, but I’m lost right now. Its not you, trust me, youre fine, its me, Im broken and running out of time. [*Sounds of thunder as the music is fading out*]

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